8th March 2025, 9:42 PM
Greetings, Idk if anybody remembers me, but I thought I'd make a blog post for the lulz
I've been here since the JV days. And some time in AF. I was 13 when I started getting into the community. And of course, me having the poor social skills I had at the time, made a lot of cringeworthy posts.
During the AF era, I was starting to get a little bit stale. Not only was Discord growing up in popularity, but the community was dying and I was noticing every time I said something somebody got mad at me. So one time I said something stupid on purpose and had a chuckle over the interesting response a certain user gave me. I then decided to leave for some years because I didn't want to post anything when it always resulted in trouble.
I was dumb, and toxic, and other stuff... When AF died and everyone moved to this site, I noticed that I didn't know pretty much anybody. I joined the Discord and noticed that too. So I left immediately.
So... I've kinda just been lurking. And I unfortunately don't have the interest I did in this community or its games anymore... but it's fun to look at the past and learn from it.
As for today: The country situation is absolutely terrible. The economy is the worst in the entire world. There's a lot of crime and the power keeps dying regularly... sometimes even 20 times in a single day (I'm not exaggerating by the way). But at least I got nice internet and real life friends, a gaming PC and fibre internet for once.
I'm also in the process of receiving an associate degree, wrote a book a few years ago (But unfortunately the book is terribly written, so I'm in the process of re-writing a Definitive+ edition along with a proofreader helping me out), been writing a comic and commissioning some artists to draw it, working on 3 youtube channels which are at least functional (They're not popular at all) and I'm currently enrolled in some courses to further improve my education.
A decade ago or so, I was diagnosed with autism and depression, which would explain my behavior. I didn't have anybody to teach me the way I acted, and I hated everything... I can't say my life is the absolute best, but it's definitely bearable right now. And my socialization aspects have greatly improved after working on them for a while.
I don't think I'll make any more posts after this blog, though. I always have been unable to adapt myself in online communities. And there's really not something I can contribute. But that's fine, I thought I'd just share this, again, for fun. I hope you guys are all doing well, it's unbelievable to me this community has been standing for so long!
I've been here since the JV days. And some time in AF. I was 13 when I started getting into the community. And of course, me having the poor social skills I had at the time, made a lot of cringeworthy posts.
During the AF era, I was starting to get a little bit stale. Not only was Discord growing up in popularity, but the community was dying and I was noticing every time I said something somebody got mad at me. So one time I said something stupid on purpose and had a chuckle over the interesting response a certain user gave me. I then decided to leave for some years because I didn't want to post anything when it always resulted in trouble.
I was dumb, and toxic, and other stuff... When AF died and everyone moved to this site, I noticed that I didn't know pretty much anybody. I joined the Discord and noticed that too. So I left immediately.
So... I've kinda just been lurking. And I unfortunately don't have the interest I did in this community or its games anymore... but it's fun to look at the past and learn from it.
As for today: The country situation is absolutely terrible. The economy is the worst in the entire world. There's a lot of crime and the power keeps dying regularly... sometimes even 20 times in a single day (I'm not exaggerating by the way). But at least I got nice internet and real life friends, a gaming PC and fibre internet for once.
I'm also in the process of receiving an associate degree, wrote a book a few years ago (But unfortunately the book is terribly written, so I'm in the process of re-writing a Definitive+ edition along with a proofreader helping me out), been writing a comic and commissioning some artists to draw it, working on 3 youtube channels which are at least functional (They're not popular at all) and I'm currently enrolled in some courses to further improve my education.
A decade ago or so, I was diagnosed with autism and depression, which would explain my behavior. I didn't have anybody to teach me the way I acted, and I hated everything... I can't say my life is the absolute best, but it's definitely bearable right now. And my socialization aspects have greatly improved after working on them for a while.
I don't think I'll make any more posts after this blog, though. I always have been unable to adapt myself in online communities. And there's really not something I can contribute. But that's fine, I thought I'd just share this, again, for fun. I hope you guys are all doing well, it's unbelievable to me this community has been standing for so long!
