6th August 2024, 9:41 AM
I mentioned it in a thread, but I thought I'd expand upon it in a blog.
Zack and I broke up on July 28th. We were together a little over a year. I felt like the relationship was going really well up until late May. That's when I returned from visiting him at a convention. He wanted more free time to himself, and I wanted someone who could be there for me. We just weren't compatible at that point, but I tried to make it work because I still loved him. I think he realized the pressure I was putting on him, cause he broke it off. After he broke it off, I asked if we could stay friends. He agreed, but still, I was too emotional. At this point, I'm not sure if a friendship would work. I'm don't know if Zack will read this, but I truly am sorry for how I handled things at the end. I wish him nothing but the best.
Anyway, this whole thing has put quite the toll on my mental health. I went to the hospital twice due to panic attacks. I am underweight due to loss of appetite. I got prescribed 2 different anxiety medications, and I'm getting a referral to see a therapist in 2 weeks. If you're wondering why I've been so absent on PR2 and Discord, this is why. I haven't really felt like doing anything. At this point, I'm just hanging in there until my mental health can improve, so I can get things back to feeling normal.
Thanks for reading, have a wonderful day
Zack and I broke up on July 28th. We were together a little over a year. I felt like the relationship was going really well up until late May. That's when I returned from visiting him at a convention. He wanted more free time to himself, and I wanted someone who could be there for me. We just weren't compatible at that point, but I tried to make it work because I still loved him. I think he realized the pressure I was putting on him, cause he broke it off. After he broke it off, I asked if we could stay friends. He agreed, but still, I was too emotional. At this point, I'm not sure if a friendship would work. I'm don't know if Zack will read this, but I truly am sorry for how I handled things at the end. I wish him nothing but the best.
Anyway, this whole thing has put quite the toll on my mental health. I went to the hospital twice due to panic attacks. I am underweight due to loss of appetite. I got prescribed 2 different anxiety medications, and I'm getting a referral to see a therapist in 2 weeks. If you're wondering why I've been so absent on PR2 and Discord, this is why. I haven't really felt like doing anything. At this point, I'm just hanging in there until my mental health can improve, so I can get things back to feeling normal.
Thanks for reading, have a wonderful day
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